Urgh…I hate being in these moods. This mood of at once feeling like I need to have a flowing cape and can leap tall buildings in a single bound…and then just as quickly feeling like I want to curl up into the fetal position on my couch and scream for my green blankie. It is 7:30am and I don’t do mornings very well so maybe it will get better after 11ish.

Urgh…..it’s 11ish and it aint no better.

It’s a little better now…its almost 2 and I’ve stopped grunting at people and using my actual words, which is always a good thing

Well, its 10 and I'm much better now but then again my day is pretty much over. I have been consumed with Big Brother. Don't ask me why or even what the big deal is. Millions of people watch Big Brother. I"m not a big tv watcher let alone a big reality tv watcher.

I've tried to watch reality shows...I watch them for a couple of shows and then....eh.....I lose interest but this season, year, whatever...I"m in it. This season has me coming back for more all the time....I only watch it to argue with the tv. Soon as I hear 'I trust her' I want to smack someone. Or everytime I hear 'its just the game' I want to shove my foot up someone's butt. This whole show is about trying to win $500,000. Do these people really think they've made lifetime friends in 2 months with that much money at stake??? Do they really think they are safe this week, next week or any other week? It just boggles my mind.