This is my testing kit...this is my life now...or at least part of it. It was one of those things of knowing I would eventually become diabetic but I still did nothing about it. Why do people do that??? I knew a guy who had 2 surgeries due to throat cancer and he still smoke. My dad, his mother and father passed due to complications from diabetes and he still was a smoker and a heavy drinker. And here I sat..hypoglycemic for 5-6 years and I still don't do what I'm suppossed to do...

I need to be shot.

I'm finally used to the finger pricks but I swear to myself that I will not do insulin shot. Nosiree...not for the kid. Its funny that since I've been diagnosed, and I have to test my levels at least 3 times a day...I now know why I feel like a slug at certain times...why I wake up and literally have to drag my head off the pillow. I am feeling better physically now...better than I've felt in a long time. Could it be mind over matter?