I’m watching Big Brother again. I’m hanging in there given the fact I am not as interested in this season as I was last season. One thing is the same and that is my irritation with everyone’s surprise when someone changes or flips the script on another person…ummmmm helllllllo??? Come on people. Work with me. I understand they are sequestered in the this house, with no communication from anyone else but how do you build such a bond of love and friendship with someone YOU JUST MET and feel like you can put your trust totally in said people??? Am I THAT cynical?

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School starts next week and the boys are pretty excited. They have new school clothes via their father (he does clothes, I do school supplies. Can you tell who is the disciplinarian in this family) and they have been practicing going to bed earlier and getting up when they need to get up next week. Hopefully this means that I’m getting better at getting them excited about life in general.

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Speaking of life, yesterday I posted a couple shots of a set of photo’s I took up at the capital this weekend. Kerry and I were looking through the pictures and he was commenting on how our son seems more into his girlfriend than she into him. I agree. So we began talking about if she broke up with him, how broken he would be. I tried to pass it off as concerned parents until a friend seen the set also and without me telling her, her comment was along the same lines of how the girlfriend wasn’t as into him as he was into her. Urgh…makes my stomach sick. Him having a girlfriend, yes makes me sick. Him being heartbroken makes me violently ill.

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I really like swimming now…..really I do. Yummy yum yum on those shoulders.

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I have a habit of saying the wrong thing at absolutely the wrong time at totally the wrong person and right now I’m mortified at the the memory of calling my supervisor ‘daddy’….

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Why is that summer vacation ends and I instantly start making chilli? I had to have it last night so I made chili for chili cheese dogs and chili potatoes.