i dont know what is going on but something is totally up....i think its being going on for awhile but i first noticed it a couple months ago.

i started grabbing catalogs looking at dresses

i started perusing makeup counters and make up aisles wanting to try something 'a lil different'

i'm starting to buy obnoxious amounts of panties and bra's...well that's not new but I felt i needed to add it here

i've started watching the way women move

i WANT to wear...gasp!...some sort of heel in my shoes

yep folks...i think there is a girly girl buried deep inside of me and she's begging to come out.

going through my memory cards I came across my cousins wedding that i did several years ago and i have to say i love this photo (this is the matron of honor) of her neckline, the way the shoulders are draped, the necklace dangling down the back, i even love the bun....

i love the whole femininity of it all...

it could be because of spring. it could be the fact that i think its time for me to grow up. it could be just the fact that my I'm learning new things about the way I REALLY tick

and that's pretty exciting but there's also a quiet strength in it.