Every year I do this.  I start thinking about it in July...make plans...put up reminders and then bam!  Its November 13th and I remember I was going to take part in  NaBloPoMo.

I've never been able to post every day.  Even from the beginning of when I STARTED...I've never been able to do it.  Rather it be of lack of interesting stuff...or my own privacy issues...or just plain laziness.  Its just...not going to happen.



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My aunt passed away Saturday night.  It all happened so fast...at one point she was being taken to the hospital because she became dizzy and fell.  Next thing you know....the word cancer is being passed around.  This is the point where I want to be a child and say life's not fair.  When I want to bury my head in the sand and just let this moment pass.  Where I just want to tilt my head back, close my eyes and use one of my most favorite quotes from a movie...

dear god, make me a bird


so i can fly,

far far away from here.

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I walked today at break to mainly get out of the office and get some sunshine and fresh air.  I love sunshine on my body.  Absolutely love it...but the more I walked, the more I realize that I've gained probably 5 pounds.  Being 5'2...even though there is extra wieght on my body ANYWAY, anytime there is more than what my archless feet are used too...they let me know.  And boy...my arches were screaming at me.  Which reminds me...

I have an appointment with a new doctor on the 26th.  I've been with the same doctor for about 7 years.  My boys and I have went to same one every since I watched how she worked so well with my youngest.  When I seen how much she made him comfortable and how direct she was...we all switched.  And now...she has moved her practice about an hour away.

:-(

It sucks to have to start all over...