I am having a love affair with faces lately...I tend to not take a lot of photo's full on with the face but here lately..I do love to zoom in.

When you look up dis-satisfaction in Wikipedia...it redirects you to contentment...how odd is that? Why would it do that...but any way...my thoughts are not about why my word search is being directed to the complete opposite of what I'm looking up. My thoughts are about my dis-satisfaction...

I. AM. DISSATISFIED.

In every meaning of the word....

(1)The feeling of being displeased and discontent. (2.) The state of being dissatisfied, unsatisfied and/discontented. Uneasiness proceeding from the want of gratification or from disappointed wishes and expectations.

I dont know when it happened. Why it happened I just know...contentment is not in the cards for me lately. I'm sure most people thing and feel like being dissatisfied is a bad thing. Wikipedia says that generally people who feel this when someone feels that reality is less than ideal. In my opinion, if I am feeling this then I am aware. Aware of me and my feelings. Knowing that something is wrong and that something needs to be done about it. If I did not feel this than...maybe things would be a lot worse than I thought.

Its not that want to win millions of dollars in the lottery (hmmm that doesnt sound half as bad as I thought it would)....I dont want to own my own company...I dont want a bigger house...I just know that...things can not keep going the way they are going...

"I came that everyone would have life and have it in its fullest" John 10:10