Thank God...today went by without too much of a battle cry from me. For the most part of the day...I was a lil bit on edge but I got over it pretty damn quick. My kids know mama dont like to drive in bad weather so when I got to work my oldest had called my office phone. When I called him back he was at the bus stop, asking if I was good. I told him I was fine. When my baby called to tell me he was home from school this afternoon he told me to be careful on my way home. I've got great kids. Gotta give my thanks on that one. Or two.

I would just be so much happier if winter REALLY could be spent lazin' around the house...never having to drive in bad weather.....wearing pj's all the damn time and not worry about if that last cookie out of 10 is going to send my glucose sky high or add another double chin. Cant winter be absorbed into fall? Just have pretty leaves change color and then one morning...they are green again???

Why is it that this time of year turns me into this deep introspective person who wonders if this is it? Is there more to be done? I cant do any mor.? Am I happy? Why am I sad? I am blessed. I want so much. I want to be left alone. Why havent you called lately? Its not you. It is definetly YOUR problem. urgh....I hate it.

I want one of those count down counters on my blog. It will be the count down to the first day of spring. My own count down to sanity. My mom called me and said that one of my niece's was frozen inside of her car. I was like 'say what mama???' One of my niece's had went out to warm her car up so she could go get her boyfriend from work. It was about 5 in the morning. When she tried to get out of the car...the car lock had frozen or jammed. My niece called my mom who then called me. 'Mama...I'm not going out there when her brother is in the house!! Tell her to keep calling the house phone!!!! Dayum.' Okay, I didnt say dayum but I wanted too....But for real...does THAT make a bit of sense or am I just cranky?